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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

I think thats in Langkawi or Tioman or something

Supposedly Im the most flattered among all cos I finally have time to continue second working-on-title-manuscript with almost two months of delay with editor I assumed isn't have THAT patience that I hope he have. Hmph. But things change second I read personal finance question paper which I feel like having a puke fest right at the mo'. Seriously saying. Okay, no paper discussion here or I would throw this honey away. Well, I've almost finish with my study and cant wait to make another commitment in my life, well, I hope it would be more (ssttt..) Well, doesnt matter. Aint no mountain high enough aint no valley low enough says Diana Ross.

You just read my mind Natalie Dee.

Right now, all I can think is the smell of morning coffee and the breeze of the sea.......

Saturday, November 6, 2010

berperasaan seperti....

Hendak menukar url blog dengan emel yang baru. Empat tahun bergelumang dalam dunia blog, siap menang RM5000 bagai masa masuk contest Nuffnang awal tahun hari tu, entah berapa kali agaknya aku tukar url. Emel je tak tukar. Tapi sebab aku dah tak pakai emel yang ni, aku ada emel baru, aku decide nak tukar semua sekali. Tengoklah nanti kalau rajin aku buat. Biasanya aku amek masa yang sangat lama untuk menjadi rajin. Sebab sekali aku buat renovation, sehari suntuk aku menatap sampai siap. Dua hari suntuk pun mungkin terjadi. Okeylah nak study ada lagi dua paper untuk diperang.

Selamat semua!

Friday, October 29, 2010

you scares me to death. congratulations!

I met my lecturer yesterday. No. Day before yesterday. I met her to counter my assignment worth of five marks where I got one. Yeah, lucky number huh? *dont curse!*

Findings from an attempt to get more marks, "DON'T! Ever ask for extra marks towards unknown assignments with no regular format cos the marks basically given based on lecturers consent."

From the findings I can conclude that I suck in my quizzes and assignments worth of thirty marks. Thats it. Suck it up!!

After failed in attempt to increase assignment marks, I asked 'bout the whole assessment marks. OkaycarrymarkInoteventhirtygoodandproudtoliveinthisbloodybelieve. Dang!

Moi: Miss, any advice untuk result saya ni?
Miss: Awak score LAPAN PULUH nanti saya cuba tolong awak.

Lapan puluh? Ingat lapan puluh tu macam masak cekodok? First sentence that crossed my mind, "Matilah aku."

Lame and hurts!!!! Haish!

And just now I went mamak to study and recall everything and Alhamdullillah some have knocked my brain but more to find. And without any signal, from a peaceful night with all blowing mind windy night, the rain fell like sejumlah air dalam baldi yang di tapis pada penapis santan yang berlobang besar drop without mercy makes our notes went wet. *sigh* I dont know how to react on this.

Bonok says: Nanti mesti kita dapat A untuk portfolio.
Moi went "Huh?"
Bonok says again: Iya... Kau tengok, kita nak belajar pun ada banyak rintangan. Biasanya kalau jadi macam ni mesti ada something yang bagus untuk kita.
Moi replied: Kau jangan nak merepek!
Bonok defend: Jangan cakap macam tu! Bila aku kata kita dapat A kau kata amin.
Moi? Shut the hell up.
Bonok again: .......nanti mesti dapat A.
Moi: Nok.......!!!!
Bonok: Cakap amin!!
Moi: Amin!!! *huh kalo ko dapat DL aku dapat *LD siap ko!!*


*List Dungu

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

MotoGP rawk ma world!



Best.

Best.

Best.

Best.

Best.

Best.

Best.

Best gila!!!!!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

tak matang dia kata...

Ringkasan:
Malas nak layan budak tak matang.

Penemuan:
Orang yang berumur hatta 10 tahun lebih tua daripada kita belum tentu ada otak untuk berfikir waras.

Kesimpulan:
Daripada penemuan, saya dapati mangsa mempunyai kepala otak senget yang mana tidak faham makna "orang sakit. jangan kacau" tapi dia teruskan mengacau orang sakit itu yang membolehkan orang sakit daripada pening kepala kepada mental disorder. Oh, mungkin orang senget itu yang mempunyai mental disorder. Kerana dia kata dia tak nak layan budak tak matang. Jadi saya akan terus menganalisa situasi ini sampai orang kepala otak senget ini berhenti betul. Kita tunggu dan lihaaaaaaatt.......

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

the sinister

Words are rubbish.

Act was impulsive.

Idea is sadist.

Thats it.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Sadislah hidup kau orang berdua ni.. hish hish hish...

one should not try

Avoiding is a pathetic mode to escape. Im not buying any of your rants towards him and please know that your tactic is as lame as your ol' lodge. How on earth can one fall for you? Oh, probably cos the are also as rempit as you are. I dont deny that. Well, that suits you dont you think?

People (read:older) always think that they are smart than this little chipmunk because of the gap of our age but did they know that chipmunk is smarter? Well, we are Alvin's troop of course.

Gimme more mess if you really want to know what volcano mean is. This one? Its just one bo-ho-ring experiment you try. Buang masa. Buang tenaga. Pening kepala to think another lie to create. Make a good one la!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

you wish!

You dont even know how long have we been together didn't you? Oh, because I am the one who forbid him to speak about that.

You think you are smart enough to slander me like that aren't you? Oh, dont you know you have one tiny empty brain?

You think we both aren't share our personal life together aren't you? Oh, probably because it is you who did that stupid I is me and you is mine trash.

You think you can compete with me as in you-can-tell-me-everything-when-you-had-a-fight-with-your-fiance-no-problem-Im cool? Oh, maybe you didn't know how loyal he is.

The one you mess with is getting annoyed with those rubbish words you made. Its not strong enough to make me jealous but you're more like annoyed me to death. Get your head up and please be more brain-able. This is not rempit shits movie we act in but more like you dont have any leverage to break us apart.


p/s: Im the one who asked him to give you that kinda attention six years ago. I was with him on the other line when you and him texting each other. So, yeah, its not him that text you literally. ITS ME! Poor bitch. *excuse my language*
Baahaahaaa!!!!!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

It'll never end isn't it?

You once stained me like bloody hell but I shut my mouth after a spill of angst thrown to you. Now you strewn my trust like it aint valuable keeping me live like a stupid person, trust you with all my heart yet you slowly crawling against me and eat me alive. How Allah the Almighty which I ALWAYS PUT MY TRUST ON, reveal everything in front of my eye, without any doubt, undeniable evidence sits in front of my eye. How could you do this to me. How could you!

Friday, September 3, 2010

Have a Great Eid Mubarak!

T'was our last night together of break-fasting for the whole of our life coz its the last time we spent our time since this semester is final year. I wasn't sad because I dont want it to end quirk-ily. It'll be awkward (I think).

I was actually abundant my social night with them since I have test in less than 3 hours from now. I haven't cover all the chapters because the test's a combination of theories and calculation and I hate it, yes. However friends came home and they decide to play the fireworks at the veranda So there we were, all childish in twenties. Teeheehee....

We put lots of effort to performed "love" in front of camera but that is the best-est outcome. Heh.

So moi just try a random shape and haha it looks like a heart there isn't it?

The chaotic us, the five are really zephyr in this kinda stuff. :p

Kebaboom!!! What an experiment!

Spending our last night with 10 years earlier of life experience throw under one roof of perfect babes whom theoretically are super-rational. Well, its not forbidden to felt young but it is a guilt if one duplicate others identity and tiru all this and that and boasting like they're all fine. Kehkehkeh...

Oh, Happy Eid Mubarak in advance people!
Have a great rendang ketupat kueh mueh and laksa johor! *salivating*

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

ten million fireflies will never be you fly... you stinks and dumb and stupid too....

Sila baca tajuk macam lagu fireflies nyanyian.... siapa? Maaf. Saya memang tak berapa nak concern sangat sapa penyanyi dia. Anyway, yesterday I had a great time with the bankers or should I say... the bunkers? Haha!!


Kalau Beverly Hills 90210, kami Segamat 85000 okay! Hahahaha!!!

After we break-fasting at Hang Li Po, us 11 went to Eye On Malaysia just to get chill and share some rants and hot stories (oh we are so hard-core gossiper ya ampuuuunnn!!!). Babes told me that this gal oh, should I say... the she-man post something (again) in her entry mentioning about flies... and did delete our comments which we use our (read: OWN) account. Oh my gosh! I thought you were that tough fly! Silly for just acting like you dont really care about our appearance there.. Well, you mentioned you want us to read your entry right? Silly mafakka. What a shame.

Acting like you dont care is so not cool just like you copy one status and put it at yours in fb oh my gosh you both are deserve to be together. Lucky for you guys seriously. :)

And that she-man whos unfortunately known as a gal in one second (man we are not as stupid as you. Living in denial as oh last time I checked my gender Im still a male then turn to write as girlish as you are, hoh! No worries, I still can contain my pent-up frustration to you. Girl, you are one shame-full honest to God for being part of the UM. To hell if you want to back up your man but babe, its just that we all know the truth... He is the fuck. Oh, but it'd never cross to our mind that you're the one who's the fucker hoping them both to be separated? Hope not. Malu woi. Kehkehkeh...

And please add some knowledge bout flies. They come with no alarm and suddenly they give us shits and we went sakit perut. So you claim us as the lalat, here's the thing. We wrote comments, using our own name and our own blog url. YOU WROTE COMMENTS USING A STUPID GAY NAME AND LEAVE YOUR TAIK MACAM MUKA TAK TAU MALU. Then ada hati nak mengaku that you're male? Kau ni buat malu lelaki je la. Gay pun belum tentu macam kau. Haih...



. Kecik is just weird of this bajet educated kinda people. Wtf I mean?

Sunday, August 22, 2010

it's sunshine's birthday!

LRT Bandar Tasik Selatan station.

A call from Sunshine quite surprised me coz he told we want to woke at 5pm suddenly his name appears on screen. Okay, LRT is not here so I quickly answered the call.

Sunshine: Sayang kat mana?
Moi: Kat library. (dem Im not a good liar. I was stumbling ok.)
Sunshine: Betul ke?
Moi: Yep.
Sunshine: Sayang sorang?
Moi: A'ah. Dorang sume dah balik... Aa.... Ayang tengah tunggu Nab. Tak sampai lagi. (fuh berpeluh gua susun ayat)
Sunshine: Betul ke kat library?
Moi: Betol! (Ya Allah janganlah dia friend finder aku.)
Sunshine: Okey... Blablablabla....

I just wait and wait till I saw the train's coming.

Moi: B, gotta go! Nab dah sampai.
Sunshine: Okay.

And so the train passed and I re-dialed. Man I'm so bad in lying and acting! I was again, stumbled.

So, I arrived at Al-Rawsha around 5.30. Yes I know its damn early like Im one of their waitress. Heh. So, as promised by Kak Hani (thank you so much for being so helpful in making the surprise perfect)

Make it short, I walk down at the alley of amor (wakakakaka!!!) and I saw him first.
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Okay, I lied. We both see each other. Aisey... mmg tak berapa nak surprise la kan. So... to make it shorter, I sat besides him and we both were smiling like.... 15 minutes?

Hard to believe that moi besides you eh love for I supposed to be at bazar peringgit eh? Hihihi...

Like I mentioned, just cant be far from you love. Especially when it comes to this kind of celebration. Just love you so much haheho.

what an asshole we have this year.

You promise everything to her, but yet you give her pain.

F you mister. What a jerk.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

biar betol dia ni kan...

So they are dating.
Ozil 22 years old with Anna, 29 years old (okey mcm aku ngan sunshine tapi..???)

Anna masuk Islam sebab Ozil adalah Islam (Dear Ozil, isn't earing is forbidden for Muslim guys?) I love it you read Quran before game and your dearest Anna convert to Islam because of you. Congratulations. But those earings.... Hmm... Maybe you shouldn't wear it if you want to be your daughters trustee during their wedding. ;)

Sexy Anna and Super Ozil. (Oh man I melted.) And another guy who melt my heart away.... Is Lionel Messi also known as MessIkin. Yeah! Credit to Kak Shai for the name! Messi is a superstar genius on field.

How romantic.

Bila la nak balik KL ni eh? Haih...

hye peeps!

Buat masa ni, blog ni memang cam haram. Tunggu la weekend nanti baru cantikkan balik. Hehe..

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

sila ambil buku nota

Bukan buku hutang kecil 555.
Mungkin skecth dalam kepala pun sudah cukup.

I just arrange my follower list where I delete/block (cemane nak delete terus eh?) certain people who I don't know whom (perhaps) enjoy reading my rants. For I happen to be well, you know.. I'm afraid this private property would jeopardize my career. Well, people can do things that we never thought possible, right? And if my blog address still appear in your reading list, then you are the friend I'm sure not want to lose. Continue reading my rants I'll make you love me more (or you may even hate? Doesn't matter). Heh.

Oh, and I will soon change my url for my own sake. Well, I don't really like others attention on my private life. I was with small people in my small lalaland. And I really want to keep it that way.

*hugs*

Thursday, June 10, 2010

bolehkah?


I nak pi melancong!!!



Huhuhu... teracun dengan blog Iffah. Haih...


Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

call me over. L.I.C. ;)

Belum pun sempat aku nak tidur normal without senyuman kat bibir ni, terpaksa lagi aku tidur dengan senyuman sampai ke telinga selama beberapa hari mungkin membawa ke minggu juga. Mengapa?
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Tarik nafas Shikin... Tarik nafas..........
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Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Shikin memang macam ni. Kalau overexcited dia akan gelak sampai nak koyak bibir!)


Unbelievable!!!

Speechless...

Tak sampai sebulan weh!!!
Eh? Baru masuk sebulan kot. Ah, nevermind. Baru sebulan kot!!

Hehehehehehe....
Syukur alhamdullilah. Rezeki Allah kan?


Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.


Friday, May 28, 2010

Lemme walk with the heels then ;)

I am very excited today as Encik Ali called and mentioned about the novel that WILL BE print AGAIN!

This is exciting. Heh.

First, I never thought it would be sell this fast. Of course I hope it could meet the buyers taste but not this kind of selling.

Second, to be frank...
I never expect it would be this 'hot' like less than a month second printing? I did asked my editor if he ever put expect to this novel and he gave me one fear-est answer I never imagine...

Ya, ada expectation. *and he smile*

At that mo', I merely fall of dizziness. All I can do is just laugh. How fortunate huh?

And this kind of achievement, reminds me of many things happened.

I was, envy with one of Sunshine's friend whose to me.. quite excel in her youth. I really want to be like her in career and inter-personal quality. But the adore-ness fade from day to day as she changed a lot (or maybe I just happen to 'know' her latter) not to mention how bitch she was (maybe still?).

So Sunshine told, "You're a lot better than her. At this age you have your own label."

Yes.
L.A.B.E.L.

(Macam Carrie Bradshaw aku rase. But she seeks for L.O.V.E while I've found mine 6 years ago. Miahaahaha!!!)

Well I guess this is one of the challenge Allah have made fer me eh? Well, Alhamdullillah and syukur. Praise to Him who never get tired hearing my sigh. :)

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Wild World

I remember Sunshine gave me this song when I was still in school. It meant a lot to me. No one ever tell what's the real world out there looks like. But Sunshine did. That is why he is THAT special to me. :)



Lalalalalala...
Now that I've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there

CHORUS:

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
and
I'll always remember you like a child, girl

You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do

And it's breakin' my heart in two

Because I never wanna see you sad, girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care

Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
CHORUS
Lalalalala....
Baby, I love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
CHORUS


Love (I U). Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

i am happy. :)

Happy 6th Anniversary Sunshine!
Da enam tahun rupa kite meronggeng eh? Ngeeeehhhh...
Semoga bahagia selalu tak gado sebab mende-mende merepek khasnya datang daripada saya. Hehehe...


Now, am not that happy.
See the ad below?

Read.


Fascinating isn't it? Now scroll down.. just a little bit more. And please read slowly...




One question if I may...

Does Malaysia exist...? Somewhere in this world?

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Rosyanti bte Abd Aziz

17 May 2010
10.35pm

Al-Fatihah.

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

I love thee

No mess with my heart. I can revert to the ugliest thing ever.

Try me.

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Friday, May 14, 2010

hahaha 2

A friends once told I look like Azza Elite.
OMG! Apakah??


A customer once said I slightly look like Maya Karin
This one is smokin' hot!


Sunshine and his friend's mom once said I look A LOT like Fasha Sandha.
Hahaha!!! Funny.


The latest...
Cousin shocked my to death when he said he almost chocked when he saw MY PICTURE in a newspaper. Off his first thought, he laughed to death when he actually saw Juliana Evans's.
Kahkahkah!!! Evans is VERY beautiful la weh.. Mata kau ni kero agaknya.


So this is I, the ordinary me. Heh.
Dagu I tak panjang macam diaorang huah! huah! huah!


Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos

tense

Tense.
Tense.
Tense.
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Tense
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Why it happen again? No. Not again. Its new.

*sigh*

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

mentor


This is my mentor. The one who responsible showing me the path of success. Hahaha!!!

Thanks so much to Kak Lily who gave me strength for TWO YEARS to finish Coklat Bunga & Si Cupid with lots of patience and tips being told. Edit here and there.. finally! I received the novel on my birth-date. Hehehe..

May we success in this field Kak Lily!! Especially you... my dearest mentor. :)

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

A blast weekend!

I had fun with my family this weekend! In my entire life, I dont think I ever encountered this fun back to back with all the people I love! Friday was my birthday. Thanks to my sister who celebrate me and my mother's birthday. Yes again we share the same date (I am her worst gift ever! hahaha)

Emak, Adik, Airis baby, Moi

Us at our birthday night. Thanks to adik sebab belanje! (Next time I and emak should pay with something more since this is her sole-planned party for the family. Salute!)

Today, my family (papa's) asked us to come over Mak Itam's house for a lamb roast! This is the first day in my life to eat a lamb... I never taste 'em before coz my mom never ate them. So I never ever have intention to trust them. But for today? An exception for me. I was influenced by their 'its finger licking good' looking shoot me to death! I made believe that everything was gonna be okay if I taste just a bit of it...
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and so I managed to finish a plate of lamb roast. Miahahaha!!



This is my aunt. But after being 'sold' to the family back then when I was a kid, she's just like my own mother albeit I still call her Mak Itam. But I call her husband ayah. Literally I have lots of brothers and sisters la kan? :)

My mum told, when I was a kid I seldom silence. I love to cry hard and people would feel like suffocate me in the river (Okay that's my conclusion haha). So I was sold with TWENTY-cent. Hahaha.. first time I heard about it I laughed! That was so cheap man.. Hahaha.. Anyway, that was the moment I start to behave and turn this way yes (okay I dont know what happen as soon as the trade made but currently, I do know the result) :)

Oh well, I love my family so much!!

This picture made my nieces envy. Hahahaha!! What to do when you caught her attention that day? I think I have made her smile. I love her so much! And also my very own mother. Love you both!

There's time when you feel
Flowers withered over the sun
Birds flew with no rhyme
Skies even darker
And the rain brusque with no tear

Even the thunder strikes
Oceans dancing hard
You never stop hoping
Praying and standing
Strong and even harder
Than steel

You are the most
Wonderful jewel
The world failed to found
But secretly
Believe that you
Are magnificent.

Happy Mothers Day!


Love. Hugs. Kissess Kazoos.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

happy birthday shikin!

Yesterday was my birth-date. Share it with my mum. Sebab itu tak boleh dekat sebab asik nak gadoh je keje. Yesterday was my biggest celebration with the family... eh? Tak gak kot.. sebab ada yang tak ada. But one of my best birthday celebration sebab Sunshine ade same. Hehehe...
Seronok!
And thank you to all friends who wish for my birthday in facebook. I lap you all!!
Oh! And Thanks to me who work hard for this 2 years and able to have my own label. Heart myself! Miahahaha!!!

Monday, May 3, 2010

I wanna be bag!

Whilst pondering on what to do (oh yeah, I 'forgot' I've paper tomorrow. Tehehe..) So I google around and open Anya Hindmarch page.


So I found this Be A Bag. So I do mine!


Back view

Front view

Boleh tak? I want this bag (with other pictures) as my wedding gift boleh tak? Miahahaha!!! Atau hantaran? Stella vs Anya Hindmarch. Hah! Bole la eh Sunshine?

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

You complete me!

I wanna go home A.S.A.P!


Love it!


Oh Abg Robert kenape hensem sangat? Eh, salah. Kenape macho sangat? I nak heart you la bole? I letak you dalam my irresistible hunk list eh? Ngeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Kecik Junior

Kecik + Sunshine boleh dapat baby comel macam ni tak? Hahahaha!!!

Dulu dia ni bercita-cita nak jadi pirate macam Elizabeth Swan. Sekali dah besar ni jadi storyteller la pulak ye? Opppss!! ;)

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Friday, April 30, 2010

Al-Fatihah buat Aminulrasyid Amzah

Alfatihah buat adik Aminulrasyid Amzah... Semoga roh arwah tenang di sana. Setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. Keluarga kata dia seorang yang manja dan menjadi kesayangan semua... tetapi harus diingat, Allah lebih sayang dia.

Saya terpanggil (cewah ayat praktik bahas politik ni. Kehkehkeh) untuk mengulas mengenai kenyataan di internet pasal kes adik yang kurang bernasib baik ni. Nak komen pasal orang-orang bodoh yang mengutuk family adik ni dan arwah sendiri, saya malas. Melayankan orang-orang bodoh, kita sama jadi bodoh. Jadi jom kito layan orang pandai.. InsyaAllah... pandailah ekau nanti yo.
:D

Okey, ni artikelnya;

KUALA LUMPUR: Ketua Polis Negara, Tan Sri Musa Hassan kesal dengan sikap ahli politik dan parti pembangkang yang cuba mempolitikkan kes kematian remaja, Aminulrasyid Amzah, 15, yang mati terkena tembakan polis dengan menyifatkan golongan itu ‘cetek akal’ dalam memahami tugas polis menguatkuasa undang-undang.

Dengan nada kesal dan menempelak, beliau berkata, dia boleh mengarahkan anggotanya supaya tidak melaksanakan undang-undang jika itu mampu memuaskan hati pihak berkaitan.

“Tak payah periksa kereta yang mencurigakan, tak payah tahan samseng jalanan yang membawa motosikal tanpa ada lesen...itukah yang mereka mahu?” ujarnya.

Menurutnya, tindakan liar pengguna jalan raya melarikan diri apabila diarahkan berhenti oleh polis hanya akan menyebabkan mereka disyaki sebagai penjenayah apatah lagi sekiranya mereka cuba untuk merempuh kenderaan polis.

“Orang ramai seharusnya sentiasa mematuhi arahan polis khususnya jika diarahkan berhenti untuk pemeriksaan. Tindakan melarikan diri hanya akan menyebabkan polis mengesyaki mereka sebagai penjenayah dan terpaksa melepaskan tembakan jika terdesak. “Kenapa mahu melarikan diri daripada polis sebab tindakan itu akan menimbulkan curiga dan menyebabkan anda disalah anggap sebagai penjenayah,” katanya selepas merasmikan Program Darah Sempena Hari Peringatan Polis Ke-203 Tahun 2010 di Pusat Darah Negara di sini, semalam.

Beliau mengulas kes Allahyarham Aminulrasyid yang mati terkena tembakan polis semasa melarikan diri daripada dikejar oleh kereta peronda polis (MPV) di kawasan Seksyen 11, kira-kira jam 2 pagi Isnin lalu.

“Anggota polis boleh menggunakan senjata api untuk mempertahankan diri kerana terdapat kemungkinan penjenayah menggunakan kereta yang mereka naiki sebagai senjata untuk mencederakan polis. Perkara itu (menggunakan senjata api) terdapat dalam peruntukan undang-undang terutama untuk tujuan mempertahankan diri.

Mengulas lanjut, Musa berkata, siasatan kes itu masih berjalan dan sebaik saja siap, kertas siasatan mengenainya akan diserahkan kepada pejabat Peguam Negara (AG) untuk tindakan selanjutnya....


mymetro, April 30, 2010


Perhatikan ayat Ketua Polis negara kita.. Okey, saya bukan nak kondem Ketua Polis negara Malaysia yang tercinta ini kan. Tapi cuba perhatikan ayat yang dimerahkan itu...

“Kenapa mahu melarikan diri daripada polis sebab tindakan itu akan menimbulkan curiga dan menyebabkan anda disalah anggap sebagai penjenayah,”

Pandangan saya:
Kerana dia hanya remaja lelaki berusia 15 tahun barangkali baru saja akil baligh dan panik apabila dikejar polis. Sebab tu dia lari.

Yang pelik:
Kalau dah nampak arwah lari... bukan ke menjadi peranan polis untuk kejar dan terus kejar?


“Anggota polis boleh menggunakan senjata api untuk mempertahankan diri kerana terdapat kemungkinan penjenayah menggunakan kereta yang mereka naiki sebagai senjata untuk mencederakan polis. Perkara itu (menggunakan senjata api) terdapat dalam peruntukan undang-undang terutama untuk tujuan mempertahankan diri.

Pandangan saya:
Saya memang sokong penggunaan senjata api untuk polis yang sanggup gadai nyawa untuk membantu orang lain. Demi keamanan sejagat kan?

Yang pelik:
Err... perlukah nak tembak kalau kereta tu pecut sebelum dapat dilihat muka orang yang memandunya?
Perlukah nak tembak kalau pemandunya tidak menembak dulu tapi terus memecut naik kereta?
Oo... macam tu eh? Brutal sey polis Malaysia.... Conform Pak Itam sume takut nak buat jahat lagi kat Mesia terchenta ni kan? Sindiket pelacuran sume conform bole bungkus! Kan? Ye la.. belum apa-apa dah kene tembak... kan?



“Tak payah periksa kereta yang mencurigakan, tak payah tahan samseng jalanan yang membawa motosikal tanpa ada lesen...itukah yang mereka mahu?”

Pandangan saya...
Ni apa punya jawapan politik da.... macam manipulasi soalan jer...

Haih... Apa la nak jadi. Bukan ke polis ade Lancer sekarang? Even yang kejar ni setakat kereta peronda... tapi bukan ke polis sepatutnya tembak tayar je? Bukan macam tu ke weh? Bukan ke kalau polis... nak tahan penjenayah selagi penjenayah tak tembak, dia pun tak boleh lepaskan tembakan? (eh? ape aku cakap ni?) Entahlah. Aku pelik ni sebenarnya dengan institusi kepolisian ni. Manusia memang akan buat salah. Dan kesalahan ni sangat-sangatlah besar dan jelas. Tak boleh ke kalau mintak maaf atas kesalahan ni? Kenapa? Sebab takut institusi kepolisian tercalar? Haih... bullshit la...

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Allah Maha Adil

Yesterday's paper. Suck. I hate it and I feel like ripping the question paper. But, before I could feel any more hatred, one message has change the initial idea. I turned out with one redha smile. Yes. I am so happy and so syukur.

Allah, I was blur in the exam hall with that questions.. but as in return, You gave me one message that really make me feel better. Maybe its not my rejeki in Monetary Economics.. but You gave me 'that' rejeki. Allah Maha Adil...

I am insaf.

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Ustazah Rafeah

Diam-diam sebenarnya kita ni semakin tua.
Usia semakin meningkat satu.
Kulit makin lama makin berkedut.
Tapi itulah kuasa Allah.
Dia tak kira tua atau muda.
Kedut atau kenyal.
Bila dah tiba masanya janji harus ditunai.
Terkambus jua kita dalam tempat jadinya kita.
Allah maha penyayang...
Daripada-Nya kita datang dan kepada-Nya kita kembali.


Arwah adalah ustazah yang paling tinggi kat Sekolah Rendah Agama Semenyih, dulu. Saya tak ingat dia pernah ajar saya atau tak tapi saya kenal sebab saya sekolah tu. Dan anak dia, Safuan adalah geng saya time sekolah agama dulu.

Agak terkilan sebab tak dapat jenguk arwah masa dia sakit. If somebody tell I would visit her. Kalau pun bukan sebab dia pernah ajar saya, tapi sebab dia kawan mak saya dan dia ustazah tempat saya menuntut ilmu suatu ketika dahulu. Dan saya masih ingat wajah Ustazah Rafeah yang selalu tersenyum. Tak pernah kot nampak dia marah. Dan dia bukanlah ustazah yang pilih kasih.

Semoga roh Arwah Ustazah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang-orang yang beriman dan dicucuri rahmat Allah subhanahuwata'ala.

Al-Fatehah.

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

sex studies? sex subject?

Tadi saya tengok berita pasal pendidikan seks yang bakal diajar di sekolah (ke... dah? Oh maaf. Saya memang agak lambat sket bab isu semasa cenggini. Almaklum Alburqueque tengah final kan.)

However saya agak tertarik untuk menyuarakan pendapat kat blog ni. Instead of writing my personal life, I also really love to share my opinions with readers who love to mengambil tahu hal orang, gosip etc. Why not kita open mind kita talk about something useful kan? Kan? Ecececece aku nak mengajar sangatlah tak sesuaikan. So, kat blog tak seberapa ni la saya nak komen pasal pendidikan seks ni.

Personally, saya tak setuju dengan cadangan tu. Instead of pendidikan seks, kita ada pendidikan sivik kan? Why not letakkan je subject pasal isu sosial dalam course tu? Okey je kot.. Daripada pendidikan 'seks' semata-mata. Okey saya tak tahu sejauh mana subjek tu ada dalam silibus pelajar and yes it is good to give those kids early awareness with the hope there will be lesser anak luar nikah. True. But still, adik-adik kita ni betul-betul nak aware ke.. atau nak 'menambahkan ilmu pengetahuan'?

Saya bukanlah apa kan, tapi kalau nak ikut logik dengan zaman sekarang ni... (tak yah tengok anak orang tengok adik sendiri pun dah boleh tau) teenagers dah lain. Padahal saya dengan adik beza bape tahun je kan, tapi perbezaan 'budaya' tu sangatlah jauh. Mungkin juga sebab personaliti kami berbeza, saya lebih suka menyibukkan diri dengan outdoor activities whilst she likes to be in-door. Ye. Pemalas. Wakakaka!! Okey, focus.

Disebabkan statistik anak luar nikah sekarang ni SANGATLAH menakutkan, memang patut kita buka minda sedari zaman mereka mengelap hingus lagi pasal awareness in sex before marriage especially SEX BEFORE AKIL BALIGH! Agak ramai saya tengok budak-budak yang meronggeng kat shopping mall, agak tak tahu malu. Bergesel sana sini macam cacing kerawit, bercium sana sini macam tak tahu malu (padahal ni budak-budak sekolah bet lah ngan aku umur dorang baru form 1!! ***** pun baru nak tumbuh okey!! Tapi dah pandai nak menggeletis sana sini euw! Sangat geli okey.

So pendedahan pasal seks bebas ni wajar diberi kepada budak-budak ni supaya mereka BERJAGA-JAGA. Janganlah pulak pendedahan tu nanti dijadikan medan 'menuntut ilmu' bagi mereka yang kecik-kecik dah gatal nak kawen! Amboi amboi amboi baru habis form five dah menggatal sibuk nak kawen ape jadah???

Tapi personally saya rasa, tekankan ilmu sivik 200 kali ganda dalam diri masyarakat sekarang which of course we should start with the young generations. Help them to understand about self-dignity, the consequences of every step they take, teach them about life, the real life besides things in the book. Apa yang saya perasan, bila keadaan dah teruk barulah kerajaan sibuk nak guna balik subjek sivik kat sekolah. Zaman saya tak adalah pulak. Apakah itu maknanya kami ini baik-baik belaka? Hikhikhik..

Apa-apa pun, walau apa pun plan yang gomen buat mintak-mintaklah kesedaran itu dapat diterapkan dalam diri youngsters ni. Kadang-kadang bukan apa... ikut kawan tu yang menjadi-jadi.

SEDARLAH WAHAI ADIK-ADIK ATAU BUDAK-BUDAK SEBAYA AKU.

IKUT KAWAN KAU DAPAT APA?? BUKAN TAK BOLEH BERKAWAN.. TAPI JANGAN SAMPAI JADI PENGIKUT. HAVE YOUR OWN IDENTITY OKAY?

Tibe-tibe rase macam nak stop menulis kat sini padahal tadi kemain berkobar-kobar nak bersyarah pasal benda ni. Ah, malaslah nak panjang-panjang. Lusa ada paper lagi jadi wajib study. Apa-apa pun adik-adik, kawan-kawan... jangan nakal-nakal... dan selamat beramal!

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

memang tak ingat dunia

The stress were at THIS point this evening. As suggested by Nab, we hang out to the beach just to hear the sound of the ocean to get a clear mind.. Yes we already tepu with our notes. But there must be something to cure or help to reduce the tense right? We chose to go to the beach... and laughter.

Tomorrow, they will have their second paper. Good luck babes!

Me? First paper will be the day after tomorrow.

Today??

Hahaha... Jimba....




As the time goes on, I realize how wonderful my life had turn. It was dark before but somehow, I don't really know where did I found this strength to moved on. It is painful to reminisce those past.. but still, with some portion of it, I will make sure not to choose the wrong path or let any circumstances lead my way. I was born again with a mission. And yes, my life is still there.. my journey is still looooong looooong way to go. And I can't stop here. I need to keep on moving.

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

thats the way to be remarkable

Morning therapy with Chris Guillebeau;

To be remarkable means...
  • You do work you enjoy that also makes a positive difference in other people's lives
  • You complete your education (high school, college, university, graduate school, whatever) because you want to, not because you feel like you should

  • Helping others is not something you do as an afterthought. It is a central part of who you are, just as doing what you want is.

Ah.... what a pleasure.. Whilst I'm in the middle of 5am - 9am sleep which of course ready to make one dark eyebag, here comes the idea to start living this final exam to the max! Heh heh heh...

Love. Hugs. KissesKazoos.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

that is a no joke

She was there... stooping in front of me... probably try to foresee her future. She was beaten by her father (an animal I must say) whose a drug addict. Beat her no matter when and what weapon at hand. She had taste the iron wire, window stalk.. trampled under her father's foot, and the mother... whom I would rather mention as a monkey, gave a big applause whilst her daughter got beaten. How eff was that.

I heard with patience.. Trying not to loose my tears, strong with heart and there she was... staring at the floor with tears at the corner of her eyes. She turned to be an almost prank (maybe). Skip classes and school and have made attempt to commit suicide. Luckily her friends grabbed her from behind and I don't know else. That info is enough.

Silence filled the room whilst she finish her story. I did ask many things just to know sort of her feeling.. maybe I just like a little bit of sharing. Sister said that papa is going to adopt her but her father gone mad.. probably trembling without beating her at one particular time.. or maybe her body is one choice of attempt to stop being a drug addict or (maybe) a pusher. What a punchbag they had found.
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Shit.

If I'm working, I might help that kid to loose up her problem or might just reduce her tension. If I know somebody in the theater, or any arts performer I would suggest her name for one shot. If I am someone I would ask police to arrest the bastard and his wife for attempt to kill that kid. Can intention get some point? Yes, the bastard did say that he don't even mind if she's dead. Might be in his hand. F!!

I cant believe to what I heard. It was a miserable experience one would encountered. I cant believe this kind of drama happened around me. I was upset. But I couldn't do anything. Just listened and try to be a good sister to her. I hope she will not turn be some prank out there.. corrupted girl who'd commonly found around us. It is a bad dream to know these people were one of our friends. Lets hope that she would stay strong and this experience could taught her about life.. and being independent. I really hope she could make it.


Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Tweet #2

Seconds like a day. A day like a month. A month like a year. Tak nak cakap banyak just want to say that I missed you so much Sunshine. :(

Saturday, April 17, 2010

will you be my maid of honor?

I have read and see a lot of people wondering about true friend whom in their observation has failed in finding one. Lots of backstabber has been found and these victims of backstabber started to shouting everywhere.

Five to six years ago, I started to know the backstabber's definition. It was painful, indeed. Clearly out of your mind when the person who done that is your close friend. Well I guess backstabber always come from our closest person because they are the one who know almost everything you've got even though you ain't have nothing. You are not rich. Not even pretty. Just an ordinary gal who of course have her own something-special but still, many flaws were seen. I have encountered numerous types of backstabbing activities and it gave me certain knowledge and lessons of being in that particular condition.

My story were done. So far for now, I still met with them but I don't give a damn. After all these years, meeting with such nuisance from any other kind give me strength and energy of ignorance and such. I have learnt how and when to be selfish which I never been able to do it before. I am not that kind who neglect others for my own priority. Well able to do that now is my biggest achievement towards life. =)

Now, I read lots of people especially in facebook started to shout about this issue. So now I know lots of people have encountered the same feelings as mine years ago. However, I reckon these people who talk about that is not someone whose straight, right and yes they was one of the b*tchstabber. So I guess the karma has begun. That is one thing of our Greatest Creator did in order to remind these people to awake and please... experience their feelings you've hurt yesterday. Its good to know about this, really. Allah is always fair and now I read about the people who trying to gain attention and gather clan as much as they can to do what...? Riot... I think? Oh, maybe just one condemn-organization for all they hate. Yeah, why not? Seems some of them still not learn the lessons, huh?

Will you be my maid of honor? Oh, I just remember you did traduced moi once upon a time. Nevermind. I'll find someone else. :D

Karma. One word. Value its lesson. And please... learn.


Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.


Tweet #1

Im running out of energy. Been in front of Monetary manual is so not healthy. Im getting week! I yawned for gazillion times. This is not good. *sigh*

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Friday, April 16, 2010

ting! now you are one adorable cinderella =)

I didn't realize any until I encountered another nuisance (not going to bring it up again. Its just something that I realize... a bit late.) Wasn't really a nice type who will let it be what it supposed to be. I never let anything from my mind without knowing every single thing about it. A.N.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

Yes. I was a jerk. A total jerk. Crap. Shit. Whatever you may call. I was really blunt like never ever thought about others feelings. To me, it is nothing. Well then I learnt that not everyone like that. But sometimes you just have to face it when you have intemperance no matter how much you have avoid. Whatever happened, we will never can change how it went before. What we may do is to learn and never stop learning from the mistakes we have done.

Its nice to be this way. Yeah. I wish I am this cool back than. But hey, will never moved like this without any lesson learnt, right? Whatever people may say, that is their right to use their mouth, speak about someone else. Means you are famous and they really cant resist of you. Grab the positive one okay? That's why they still traducing 'bout thy.

Everyone has their own history. Even Sunshine was a total prankster before. But he did changed and tadaa... been total human now not yet beating people without any concrete reason (Hoh! Thank God I met you after you pass that stage. :D ) Well, he has changed and continue seeking whats best for him in future neither do I. The before moi is just like to mess around. My blunt-ness always be underestimate therefore I figure something. I cant let my blunt-ness fade awat, heck I dont intend to. I just keep it low and maintain silence almost all the time I never needed (well I think I managed that. Yay!).

In a nutshell (yeah I like to start with long rants whilst always focus main point in a conclusion. Haha!! Well, am very good in creating conclusions. =) ), whoever you (read: WAS) before, yesterday, seconds ago, there will be a space for you to change yourself to be better. Better than before, yesterday, seconds ago. Just let yourself do the action and please use your brain to work together. There's no use to look back and continuously do the same mistake.

Remember, no one is perfect. People who like to condemn you about your past is the one who never moved on. To be blunt, they are envy.


Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.