and when they need you

Cherita 1:

I don't want to reveal too much about this person but I am sincerely sad to what is going on now. How can she changed so drastic? And what most ultimate-question is... how can she be like that? It saddens me to hear such story for she is the most lovable child in the family. If I were with her... I can't imagine what will I do. I am sure not going to support her and I will surely neglect her way the other friend do. We will love her as a friend but for what she has done... it's quite intolerable.

I thought you are strong... but clearly you are not.

I thought you really is steel... but you are so easy.

I thought you have brain to think... but seems you are so stupid.

And most importantly,

I NEVER THOUGHT YOU ARE SO THIS BULLSHIT.

I have swear that I will not let myself in your life again and its what I do... (Or not. Okay, just pretend I do. Dem!) However, I'm not blogging as your friend... but more to my object of observation. (That reason is the most good reason have cross in my mind... seconds ago. But it is true.) Hope when you wake up its not too late.

And it is so sad to reminisce such great moment with you. Our stories, our thoughts back then. "Do not be wild with such effing excuse i.e; my family has neglect me... My boyfriend is far... I have no one in this world, I'm from a broken family..." And whatever crap. Wake up. You'll hurt you father if you keep behaving this way.

And please... back off from gangster-ism. Not good for your life... and health. :)

p/s: You need to change. Your family need you.

Cherita 2:

I just sent these Taiko's at LCCT this afternoon for a battle with the monsters at Sarawak tomorrow. It's them who'll fight but I am the one who's excited. Huahuahuah!!! Well, one day I hope I can be there... like them. Bring the bazooka and ready to fight with those monsters! Anyway, good luck to them! Bring lots of Yello Fin Tuna okay? ;)

*like I can attend the yamcha after this. Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: Sunshine and I need you guys as a moral support to rule the angling world. :)

Cherita 3:

I am aware of being a Taurus-ian (huh? is this what they call for people who born in Taurus? Hentam sajalah...)

But let see the application result from facebook;

Lets zoom a few attitude up there... so what say I;

• Tidak butuh dimotivasi: Huh? Am I? I reckon of cant wear legging when going out with Sunshine... But I did change my clothes. Oh! I did rebel too. Throwing the shoe and hit the door so loud. :p Next!
• Pernapasan lemah: But I am a sports people. Hard to breathe is something I can handle baby... for now. But I am hard to breathe when I saw those athletes with build muscle and well-height. Hihihihi... *melting*
• Mencintai petualangan: WHAT IS THIS?????

Kahkahkahkah!!! What did they mean with 'petualangan'? I hate fighting okay even I am bold. Haish. This result must've come from a survey. Haish... this is not good. Nooooooooooooooooooooooott good. Sunshine must be like "herm... see, she can't even agreed."

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Haih... Anyway, you still love me kan? Kan? ;)

p/s: I need Baskin Robbin now. Haih...

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

action always derive from a reason

Mode: Jiwang.

(tak nak baca pi men jejauh.)

I don't do angling... before. Not to say that I don't recognize reel and rod but I'm not into angling for the typical reason - I hate waiting. Few years back, I started to joined Sunshine again and the moment that hits your vein was when the fish strikes. The energy from the fishes could make you startled. But when you didn't get any fish, that time you feel like swimming in the pond. Hehehe..

I don't like to see... I like to join the events. Yes I am so cannot duduk diam. I will get bored easily by just see and listen and ponder whatever they do. I like to do, touch, feel the passion of this sports. Just like my old-victory day back then when you hit the ball, get 'em strikes and so on. The moment of victory is just can't be waste. And for some reason... I join angling because of the friendship and sportsmanship that were bonded with....

Him...

Them...

Them...

Them...

And him.

The concrete reason of my involvement with this activity is because of him. :)

He likes to angling. I love to see him smiling.

He wants me to get involve. So do I.

He wants me to feel the passion. I did too.

He wants us to share the experience. Just like moi.

So if there's someone out there asking yourself why do I like to join angling, there you have the reasons. Or maybe there is someone out there who had come to that thought before. So here is my answer...

I would support my fiance in whatever event he'd join. Not just support, I will get involve. Sometimes, I feel like winning above or winning for him. Heh. Maybe some side of me just want to impress him. After six years of being together, I just cant get enough to win his heart. Hahaha... Go on muntah darah. I am so in jiwang mode now. :p

Whatever it is... I will rule this angling world so I will not ambiguous whenever he tell me about something. I hate to be in condition where I don't have any idea about the topic. So Sunshine, tunggu ada masa terluang saya baca segala jenis gewang and reel, jig, popping dan sebagainya sebagai ilmu tambahan.

p/s: Sebenarnya saya rindu dia. Rasa macam nak balik lagi. Kenapalah kerja banyak sangat. Hesh...

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.