call me over. L.I.C. ;)

Belum pun sempat aku nak tidur normal without senyuman kat bibir ni, terpaksa lagi aku tidur dengan senyuman sampai ke telinga selama beberapa hari mungkin membawa ke minggu juga. Mengapa?
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Tarik nafas Shikin... Tarik nafas..........
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Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Shikin memang macam ni. Kalau overexcited dia akan gelak sampai nak koyak bibir!)


Unbelievable!!!

Speechless...

Tak sampai sebulan weh!!!
Eh? Baru masuk sebulan kot. Ah, nevermind. Baru sebulan kot!!

Hehehehehehe....
Syukur alhamdullilah. Rezeki Allah kan?

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

Al-Fatihah buat Aminulrasyid Amzah

Alfatihah buat adik Aminulrasyid Amzah... Semoga roh arwah tenang di sana. Setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. Keluarga kata dia seorang yang manja dan menjadi kesayangan semua... tetapi harus diingat, Allah lebih sayang dia.

Saya terpanggil (cewah ayat praktik bahas politik ni. Kehkehkeh) untuk mengulas mengenai kenyataan di internet pasal kes adik yang kurang bernasib baik ni. Nak komen pasal orang-orang bodoh yang mengutuk family adik ni dan arwah sendiri, saya malas. Melayankan orang-orang bodoh, kita sama jadi bodoh. Jadi jom kito layan orang pandai.. InsyaAllah... pandailah ekau nanti yo.
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Okey, ni artikelnya;

KUALA LUMPUR: Ketua Polis Negara, Tan Sri Musa Hassan kesal dengan sikap ahli politik dan parti pembangkang yang cuba mempolitikkan kes kematian remaja, Aminulrasyid Amzah, 15, yang mati terkena tembakan polis dengan menyifatkan golongan itu ‘cetek akal’ dalam memahami tugas polis menguatkuasa undang-undang.

Dengan nada kesal dan menempelak, beliau berkata, dia boleh mengarahkan anggotanya supaya tidak melaksanakan undang-undang jika itu mampu memuaskan hati pihak berkaitan.

“Tak payah periksa kereta yang mencurigakan, tak payah tahan samseng jalanan yang membawa motosikal tanpa ada lesen...itukah yang mereka mahu?” ujarnya.

Menurutnya, tindakan liar pengguna jalan raya melarikan diri apabila diarahkan berhenti oleh polis hanya akan menyebabkan mereka disyaki sebagai penjenayah apatah lagi sekiranya mereka cuba untuk merempuh kenderaan polis.

“Orang ramai seharusnya sentiasa mematuhi arahan polis khususnya jika diarahkan berhenti untuk pemeriksaan. Tindakan melarikan diri hanya akan menyebabkan polis mengesyaki mereka sebagai penjenayah dan terpaksa melepaskan tembakan jika terdesak. “Kenapa mahu melarikan diri daripada polis sebab tindakan itu akan menimbulkan curiga dan menyebabkan anda disalah anggap sebagai penjenayah,” katanya selepas merasmikan Program Darah Sempena Hari Peringatan Polis Ke-203 Tahun 2010 di Pusat Darah Negara di sini, semalam.

Beliau mengulas kes Allahyarham Aminulrasyid yang mati terkena tembakan polis semasa melarikan diri daripada dikejar oleh kereta peronda polis (MPV) di kawasan Seksyen 11, kira-kira jam 2 pagi Isnin lalu.

“Anggota polis boleh menggunakan senjata api untuk mempertahankan diri kerana terdapat kemungkinan penjenayah menggunakan kereta yang mereka naiki sebagai senjata untuk mencederakan polis. Perkara itu (menggunakan senjata api) terdapat dalam peruntukan undang-undang terutama untuk tujuan mempertahankan diri.

Mengulas lanjut, Musa berkata, siasatan kes itu masih berjalan dan sebaik saja siap, kertas siasatan mengenainya akan diserahkan kepada pejabat Peguam Negara (AG) untuk tindakan selanjutnya....

mymetro, April 30, 2010

Perhatikan ayat Ketua Polis negara kita.. Okey, saya bukan nak kondem Ketua Polis negara Malaysia yang tercinta ini kan. Tapi cuba perhatikan ayat yang dimerahkan itu...

“Kenapa mahu melarikan diri daripada polis sebab tindakan itu akan menimbulkan curiga dan menyebabkan anda disalah anggap sebagai penjenayah,”

Pandangan saya:
Kerana dia hanya remaja lelaki berusia 15 tahun barangkali baru saja akil baligh dan panik apabila dikejar polis. Sebab tu dia lari.

Yang pelik:
Kalau dah nampak arwah lari... bukan ke menjadi peranan polis untuk kejar dan terus kejar?


“Anggota polis boleh menggunakan senjata api untuk mempertahankan diri kerana terdapat kemungkinan penjenayah menggunakan kereta yang mereka naiki sebagai senjata untuk mencederakan polis. Perkara itu (menggunakan senjata api) terdapat dalam peruntukan undang-undang terutama untuk tujuan mempertahankan diri.

Pandangan saya:
Saya memang sokong penggunaan senjata api untuk polis yang sanggup gadai nyawa untuk membantu orang lain. Demi keamanan sejagat kan?

Yang pelik:
Err... perlukah nak tembak kalau kereta tu pecut sebelum dapat dilihat muka orang yang memandunya?
Perlukah nak tembak kalau pemandunya tidak menembak dulu tapi terus memecut naik kereta?
Oo... macam tu eh? Brutal sey polis Malaysia.... Conform Pak Itam sume takut nak buat jahat lagi kat Mesia terchenta ni kan? Sindiket pelacuran sume conform bole bungkus! Kan? Ye la.. belum apa-apa dah kene tembak... kan?


“Tak payah periksa kereta yang mencurigakan, tak payah tahan samseng jalanan yang membawa motosikal tanpa ada lesen...itukah yang mereka mahu?”

Pandangan saya...
Ni apa punya jawapan politik da.... macam manipulasi soalan jer...

Haih... Apa la nak jadi. Bukan ke polis ade Lancer sekarang? Even yang kejar ni setakat kereta peronda... tapi bukan ke polis sepatutnya tembak tayar je? Bukan macam tu ke weh? Bukan ke kalau polis... nak tahan penjenayah selagi penjenayah tak tembak, dia pun tak boleh lepaskan tembakan? (eh? ape aku cakap ni?) Entahlah. Aku pelik ni sebenarnya dengan institusi kepolisian ni. Manusia memang akan buat salah. Dan kesalahan ni sangat-sangatlah besar dan jelas. Tak boleh ke kalau mintak maaf atas kesalahan ni? Kenapa? Sebab takut institusi kepolisian tercalar? Haih... bullshit la...

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

memang tak ingat dunia

The stress were at THIS point this evening. As suggested by Nab, we hang out to the beach just to hear the sound of the ocean to get a clear mind.. Yes we already tepu with our notes. But there must be something to cure or help to reduce the tense right? We chose to go to the beach... and laughter.

Tomorrow, they will have their second paper. Good luck babes!

Me? First paper will be the day after tomorrow.

Today??

Hahaha... Jimba....

As the time goes on, I realize how wonderful my life had turn. It was dark before but somehow, I don't really know where did I found this strength to moved on. It is painful to reminisce those past.. but still, with some portion of it, I will make sure not to choose the wrong path or let any circumstances lead my way. I was born again with a mission. And yes, my life is still there.. my journey is still looooong looooong way to go. And I can't stop here. I need to keep on moving.

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

thats the way to be remarkable

Morning therapy with Chris Guillebeau;

To be remarkable means...

• You do work you enjoy that also makes a positive difference in other people's lives

• You complete your education (high school, college, university, graduate school, whatever) because you want to, not because you feel like you should
  
  
• Helping others is not something you do as an afterthought. It is a central part of who you are, just as doing what you want is.

Ah.... what a pleasure.. Whilst I'm in the middle of 5am - 9am sleep which of course ready to make one dark eyebag, here comes the idea to start living this final exam to the max! Heh heh heh...

Love. Hugs. KissesKazoos.

ting! now you are one adorable cinderella =)

I didn't realize any until I encountered another nuisance (not going to bring it up again. Its just something that I realize... a bit late.) Wasn't really a nice type who will let it be what it supposed to be. I never let anything from my mind without knowing every single thing about it. A.N.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

Yes. I was a jerk. A total jerk. Crap. Shit. Whatever you may call. I was really blunt like never ever thought about others feelings. To me, it is nothing. Well then I learnt that not everyone like that. But sometimes you just have to face it when you have intemperance no matter how much you have avoid. Whatever happened, we will never can change how it went before. What we may do is to learn and never stop learning from the mistakes we have done.

Its nice to be this way. Yeah. I wish I am this cool back than. But hey, will never moved like this without any lesson learnt, right? Whatever people may say, that is their right to use their mouth, speak about someone else. Means you are famous and they really cant resist of you. Grab the positive one okay? That's why they still traducing 'bout thy.

Everyone has their own history. Even Sunshine was a total prankster before. But he did changed and tadaa... been total human now not yet beating people without any concrete reason (Hoh! Thank God I met you after you pass that stage. :D ) Well, he has changed and continue seeking whats best for him in future neither do I. The before moi is just like to mess around. My blunt-ness always be underestimate therefore I figure something. I cant let my blunt-ness fade awat, heck I dont intend to. I just keep it low and maintain silence almost all the time I never needed (well I think I managed that. Yay!).

In a nutshell (yeah I like to start with long rants whilst always focus main point in a conclusion. Haha!! Well, am very good in creating conclusions. =) ), whoever you (read: WAS) before, yesterday, seconds ago, there will be a space for you to change yourself to be better. Better than before, yesterday, seconds ago. Just let yourself do the action and please use your brain to work together. There's no use to look back and continuously do the same mistake.

Remember, no one is perfect. People who like to condemn you about your past is the one who never moved on. To be blunt, they are envy.

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

once upon a diamond-second

I still remember how hard it was. T'was late night, when I back from work, sit in front my laptop with a hot tea and sometimes biscuits and bread to fill my empty tummy. I was exhausted simultaneously excited.

T'was late night. When I stare at my notes and start to let the tears fall. Yes I was exhausted again. But not that excited. I started to think, how long this will be? How many words must I fill in? What kind of drama should I create? And so... and so...

T'was late night, I called my loved one and start to weep. I was again... exhausted. He told that I must be strong. Victory ain't that easy. In fact, there's nothing easy in this world. So I start again and swept my tears. And so I recharged, again.

I felt it. The hardwork, struggle, and hope. It was there.. and still there. These few days has been good for me. I feel the blessing. Syukur Ya Allah for gave show me the path. It was something I never thought I would encountered. I feel great and blessed. It is Your mercy, I am still here. It is Your bless, I have my own masterpiece (oh I know I am so junior in this industry but yes, my first born baby is from my hardwork and stubborn-ness trying to figure out something inside. And yes, I did.)

Today, I couldn't believe my eyes and still not trying to believe although I have been happy like monkey. I jump on the couch, I stare at the laptop like I saw a ghost, my finger was cold, I shake my self upside down trying to get real. But it was what I saw. My eyes didn't lie. It was there. My pink chocolate is there. I feel like crying but I turn it to one cute (okay, I lied. It was a miserable) laugh.

I feel like reveal it here. But I couldn't. Somehow, I don't want to be more than I suppose to be. I am afraid. And I am not that confidence with myself. Maybe later. When Im ready. But now... I might just smile from far. Hope y'all will like it. Whatever 'it' is.

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

an attempt to commit suiside

This is my first post to comment about Malaysia politics (the current controversial one). Well, I dont really like to show my angst towards the unfair politics situation Malaysian face now (Okay one emo-point just been pointed haih...)

Well, it's related to the GST (goods service & tax). I read in the star newspaper today about the intention of our prime minister asked the government servant (or whoever they were) to support GST thus to increase the government revenue to help give the government servant a high wages. Okay, let me just quote some sentences.

"Najib who is also finance minister, said the goods and services tax (GST) was one way of increasing the government's revenue.

'That is why GST is important. People want higher wages but are not willing to support GST. I need the support of the 1.2 million government employees.'

'If you want better pay, I have to strengthen the government's revenue base....'"

the star newspaper

What is this? Increase the government revenue to give high wages to government servant? Now I wonder... do all of employees in Malaysia aregovernment servant? What about yees in private sector? Yees with low income rate? People who live in the city with low family income per month? Them, in rural area? What will happen to them? Broadcasting them in Bersamamu?

*sigh*

Really our government desperate to increase their revenue? Yes, I know that government (biggest) revenue from the taxes. But, what does Malaysian get when they do GST? 1 Malaysia? That is not what they demand. I speak for myself yes politicians you may laugh now but seriously you cant fool us students who urged to get update with the current news and history and everything (well, almost everything). GST will just be a burden to us, an ordinary Malaysian.

"GST is a consumption tax. It is your customer who bears the burden of the tax."

quoted by Dr Arjunam Subramanian in biz.thestar.

Now there you go... Customer who bears the burden of tax (yeah like Malaysia per capita income is what? 30k?)

Okay, IF I am not that clever to discuss about this or maybe something in my writing has been mislead, I beg for anyone to correct me. I dont want any argument about GST or politics or whatever crap I just want anyone to tell me the merits of supporting GST for us, now and in future. Please tell this poor girl and explain briefly about GST merits. I know there are some. I know that basic necessities (food) will be zero-rated. But still the benefits seldom catch my eyes. How about the canned food? Then we, students might face difficulties later on. Please save half of our loan for the tax!

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I am disturb with this kind of issues and hope that a better explanation without fooling people around will be hear if the government insists to raise the government revenue for government servant who demand high wages. Ceh. Most of you not work that hard la weh..

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.