Lemme walk with the heels then ;)

I am very excited today as Encik Ali called and mentioned about the novel that WILL BE print AGAIN!

This is exciting. Heh.

First, I never thought it would be sell this fast. Of course I hope it could meet the buyers taste but not this kind of selling.

Second, to be frank...
I never expect it would be this 'hot' like less than a month second printing? I did asked my editor if he ever put expect to this novel and he gave me one fear-est answer I never imagine...

Ya, ada expectation. *and he smile*

At that mo', I merely fall of dizziness. All I can do is just laugh. How fortunate huh?

And this kind of achievement, reminds me of many things happened.

I was, envy with one of Sunshine's friend whose to me.. quite excel in her youth. I really want to be like her in career and inter-personal quality. But the adore-ness fade from day to day as she changed a lot (or maybe I just happen to 'know' her latter) not to mention how bitch she was (maybe still?).

So Sunshine told, "You're a lot better than her. At this age you have your own label."

Yes.
L.A.B.E.L.

(Macam Carrie Bradshaw aku rase. But she seeks for L.O.V.E while I've found mine 6 years ago. Miahaahaha!!!)

Well I guess this is one of the challenge Allah have made fer me eh? Well, Alhamdullillah and syukur. Praise to Him who never get tired hearing my sigh. :)

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

mentor

This is my mentor. The one who responsible showing me the path of success. Hahaha!!!

Thanks so much to Kak Lily who gave me strength for TWO YEARS to finish Coklat Bunga & Si Cupid with lots of patience and tips being told. Edit here and there.. finally! I received the novel on my birth-date. Hehehe..

May we success in this field Kak Lily!! Especially you... my dearest mentor. :)

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

ting! now you are one adorable cinderella =)

I didn't realize any until I encountered another nuisance (not going to bring it up again. Its just something that I realize... a bit late.) Wasn't really a nice type who will let it be what it supposed to be. I never let anything from my mind without knowing every single thing about it. A.N.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

Yes. I was a jerk. A total jerk. Crap. Shit. Whatever you may call. I was really blunt like never ever thought about others feelings. To me, it is nothing. Well then I learnt that not everyone like that. But sometimes you just have to face it when you have intemperance no matter how much you have avoid. Whatever happened, we will never can change how it went before. What we may do is to learn and never stop learning from the mistakes we have done.

Its nice to be this way. Yeah. I wish I am this cool back than. But hey, will never moved like this without any lesson learnt, right? Whatever people may say, that is their right to use their mouth, speak about someone else. Means you are famous and they really cant resist of you. Grab the positive one okay? That's why they still traducing 'bout thy.

Everyone has their own history. Even Sunshine was a total prankster before. But he did changed and tadaa... been total human now not yet beating people without any concrete reason (Hoh! Thank God I met you after you pass that stage. :D ) Well, he has changed and continue seeking whats best for him in future neither do I. The before moi is just like to mess around. My blunt-ness always be underestimate therefore I figure something. I cant let my blunt-ness fade awat, heck I dont intend to. I just keep it low and maintain silence almost all the time I never needed (well I think I managed that. Yay!).

In a nutshell (yeah I like to start with long rants whilst always focus main point in a conclusion. Haha!! Well, am very good in creating conclusions. =) ), whoever you (read: WAS) before, yesterday, seconds ago, there will be a space for you to change yourself to be better. Better than before, yesterday, seconds ago. Just let yourself do the action and please use your brain to work together. There's no use to look back and continuously do the same mistake.

Remember, no one is perfect. People who like to condemn you about your past is the one who never moved on. To be blunt, they are envy.

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.

budget wedding and the donkey

cracker by Natalie Dee (edited by moi)

Now that's what you call poseur.

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Donkey has strike again. This time trying to gather a clan (I think) to continuously traduce and to revile. But it's okay... I dont need anything to get my name on top. In fact, I dont even want it. So suit yourself. You are free to doink!

Love. Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.