sila vote band feveret saya datang Malaysia boleh?
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
I think thats in Langkawi or Tioman or something
Saturday, November 6, 2010
berperasaan seperti....
Friday, October 29, 2010
you scares me to death. congratulations!
Moi: Nok.......!!!!
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
tak matang dia kata...
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
one should not try
Sunday, October 3, 2010
you wish!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
It'll never end isn't it?
Friday, September 3, 2010
Have a Great Eid Mubarak!
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
ten million fireflies will never be you fly... you stinks and dumb and stupid too....
Sunday, August 22, 2010
it's sunshine's birthday!
what an asshole we have this year.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
biar betol dia ni kan...
Ozil 22 years old with Anna, 29 years old (okey mcm aku ngan sunshine tapi..???)
Anna masuk Islam sebab Ozil adalah Islam (Dear Ozil, isn't earing is forbidden for Muslim guys?) I love it you read Quran before game and your dearest Anna convert to Islam because of you. Congratulations. But those earings.... Hmm... Maybe you shouldn't wear it if you want to be your daughters trustee during their wedding. ;)
Sexy Anna and Super Ozil. (Oh man I melted.) And another guy who melt my heart away.... Is Lionel Messi also known as MessIkin. Yeah! Credit to Kak Shai for the name! Messi is a superstar genius on field.
How romantic.
Bila la nak balik KL ni eh? Haih...
hye peeps!
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
sila ambil buku nota
Mungkin skecth dalam kepala pun sudah cukup.
I just arrange my follower list where I delete/block (cemane nak delete terus eh?) certain people who I don't know whom (perhaps) enjoy reading my rants. For I happen to be well, you know.. I'm afraid this private property would jeopardize my career. Well, people can do things that we never thought possible, right? And if my blog address still appear in your reading list, then you are the friend I'm sure not want to lose. Continue reading my rants I'll make you love me more (or you may even hate? Doesn't matter). Heh.
Oh, and I will soon change my url for my own sake. Well, I don't really like others attention on my private life. I was with small people in my small lalaland. And I really want to keep it that way.
*hugs*
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
call me over. L.I.C. ;)
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Tarik nafas Shikin... Tarik nafas..........
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Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Shikin memang macam ni. Kalau overexcited dia akan gelak sampai nak koyak bibir!)
Unbelievable!!!
Speechless...
Tak sampai sebulan weh!!!
Eh? Baru masuk sebulan kot. Ah, nevermind. Baru sebulan kot!!
Hehehehehehe....
Syukur alhamdullilah. Rezeki Allah kan?
Friday, May 28, 2010
Lemme walk with the heels then ;)
This is exciting. Heh.
First, I never thought it would be sell this fast. Of course I hope it could meet the buyers taste but not this kind of selling.
Second, to be frank...
I never expect it would be this 'hot' like less than a month second printing? I did asked my editor if he ever put expect to this novel and he gave me one fear-est answer I never imagine...
Ya, ada expectation. *and he smile*
At that mo', I merely fall of dizziness. All I can do is just laugh. How fortunate huh?
And this kind of achievement, reminds me of many things happened.
I was, envy with one of Sunshine's friend whose to me.. quite excel in her youth. I really want to be like her in career and inter-personal quality. But the adore-ness fade from day to day as she changed a lot (or maybe I just happen to 'know' her latter) not to mention how bitch she was (maybe still?).
So Sunshine told, "You're a lot better than her. At this age you have your own label."
Yes.
L.A.B.E.L.
(Macam Carrie Bradshaw aku rase. But she seeks for L.O.V.E while I've found mine 6 years ago. Miahaahaha!!!)
Well I guess this is one of the challenge Allah have made fer me eh? Well, Alhamdullillah and syukur. Praise to Him who never get tired hearing my sigh. :)
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Wild World
Now that I've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there
CHORUS:
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world and
I'll always remember you like a child, girl
You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breakin' my heart in two
Because I never wanna see you sad, girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
CHORUS
Lalalalala....
Baby, I love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
CHORUS
Love (I ♥ U). Hugs. Kisses Kazoos.
i am happy. :)
Semoga bahagia selalu tak gado sebab mende-mende merepek khasnya datang daripada saya. Hehehe...
See the ad below?
Read.
One question if I may...
Does Malaysia exist...? Somewhere in this world?
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
I love thee
Try me.
Friday, May 14, 2010
hahaha 2
OMG! Apakah??
A customer once said I slightly look like Maya Karin
This one is smokin' hot!
Sunshine and his friend's mom once said I look A LOT like Fasha Sandha.
Hahaha!!! Funny.
The latest...
Cousin shocked my to death when he said he almost chocked when he saw MY PICTURE in a newspaper. Off his first thought, he laughed to death when he actually saw Juliana Evans's.
Kahkahkah!!! Evans is VERY beautiful la weh.. Mata kau ni kero agaknya.
Dagu I tak panjang macam diaorang huah! huah! huah!
tense
Tense.
Tense.
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Why it happen again? No. Not again. Its new.
*sigh*
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
mentor
This is my mentor. The one who responsible showing me the path of success. Hahaha!!!
Thanks so much to Kak Lily who gave me strength for TWO YEARS to finish Coklat Bunga & Si Cupid with lots of patience and tips being told. Edit here and there.. finally! I received the novel on my birth-date. Hehehe..
May we success in this field Kak Lily!! Especially you... my dearest mentor. :)
Sunday, May 9, 2010
A blast weekend!
Us at our birthday night. Thanks to adik sebab belanje! (Next time I and emak should pay with something more since this is her sole-planned party for the family. Salute!)
Today, my family (papa's) asked us to come over Mak Itam's house for a lamb roast! This is the first day in my life to eat a lamb... I never taste 'em before coz my mom never ate them. So I never ever have intention to trust them. But for today? An exception for me. I was influenced by their 'its finger licking good' looking shoot me to death! I made believe that everything was gonna be okay if I taste just a bit of it...
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and so I managed to finish a plate of lamb roast. Miahahaha!!
This is my aunt. But after being 'sold' to the family back then when I was a kid, she's just like my own mother albeit I still call her Mak Itam. But I call her husband ayah. Literally I have lots of brothers and sisters la kan? :)
My mum told, when I was a kid I seldom silence. I love to cry hard and people would feel like suffocate me in the river (Okay that's my conclusion haha). So I was sold with TWENTY-cent. Hahaha.. first time I heard about it I laughed! That was so cheap man.. Hahaha.. Anyway, that was the moment I start to behave and turn this way yes (okay I dont know what happen as soon as the trade made but currently, I do know the result) :)
Flowers withered over the sun
Birds flew with no rhyme
Skies even darker
And the rain brusque with no tear
Even the thunder strikes
Oceans dancing hard
You never stop hoping
Praying and standing
Strong and even harder
Than steel
You are the most
Wonderful jewel
The world failed to found
But secretly
Believe that you
Are magnificent.
Happy Mothers Day!
Saturday, May 8, 2010
happy birthday shikin!
Seronok!
And thank you to all friends who wish for my birthday in facebook. I lap you all!!
Oh! And Thanks to me who work hard for this 2 years and able to have my own label. Heart myself! Miahahaha!!!
Monday, May 3, 2010
I wanna be bag!
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Kecik Junior
Friday, April 30, 2010
Al-Fatihah buat Aminulrasyid Amzah
Saya terpanggil (cewah ayat praktik bahas politik ni. Kehkehkeh) untuk mengulas mengenai kenyataan di internet pasal kes adik yang kurang bernasib baik ni. Nak komen pasal orang-orang bodoh yang mengutuk family adik ni dan arwah sendiri, saya malas. Melayankan orang-orang bodoh, kita sama jadi bodoh. Jadi jom kito layan orang pandai.. InsyaAllah... pandailah ekau nanti yo.
:D
Okey, ni artikelnya;
KUALA LUMPUR: Ketua Polis Negara, Tan Sri Musa Hassan kesal dengan sikap ahli politik dan parti pembangkang yang cuba mempolitikkan kes kematian remaja, Aminulrasyid Amzah, 15, yang mati terkena tembakan polis dengan menyifatkan golongan itu ‘cetek akal’ dalam memahami tugas polis menguatkuasa undang-undang.
Dengan nada kesal dan menempelak, beliau berkata, dia boleh mengarahkan anggotanya supaya tidak melaksanakan undang-undang jika itu mampu memuaskan hati pihak berkaitan.
“Tak payah periksa kereta yang mencurigakan, tak payah tahan samseng jalanan yang membawa motosikal tanpa ada lesen...itukah yang mereka mahu?” ujarnya.
Menurutnya, tindakan liar pengguna jalan raya melarikan diri apabila diarahkan berhenti oleh polis hanya akan menyebabkan mereka disyaki sebagai penjenayah apatah lagi sekiranya mereka cuba untuk merempuh kenderaan polis.
“Orang ramai seharusnya sentiasa mematuhi arahan polis khususnya jika diarahkan berhenti untuk pemeriksaan. Tindakan melarikan diri hanya akan menyebabkan polis mengesyaki mereka sebagai penjenayah dan terpaksa melepaskan tembakan jika terdesak. “Kenapa mahu melarikan diri daripada polis sebab tindakan itu akan menimbulkan curiga dan menyebabkan anda disalah anggap sebagai penjenayah,” katanya selepas merasmikan Program Darah Sempena Hari Peringatan Polis Ke-203 Tahun 2010 di Pusat Darah Negara di sini, semalam.
Beliau mengulas kes Allahyarham Aminulrasyid yang mati terkena tembakan polis semasa melarikan diri daripada dikejar oleh kereta peronda polis (MPV) di kawasan Seksyen 11, kira-kira jam 2 pagi Isnin lalu.
“Anggota polis boleh menggunakan senjata api untuk mempertahankan diri kerana terdapat kemungkinan penjenayah menggunakan kereta yang mereka naiki sebagai senjata untuk mencederakan polis. Perkara itu (menggunakan senjata api) terdapat dalam peruntukan undang-undang terutama untuk tujuan mempertahankan diri.
Mengulas lanjut, Musa berkata, siasatan kes itu masih berjalan dan sebaik saja siap, kertas siasatan mengenainya akan diserahkan kepada pejabat Peguam Negara (AG) untuk tindakan selanjutnya....
Perhatikan ayat Ketua Polis negara kita.. Okey, saya bukan nak kondem Ketua Polis negara Malaysia yang tercinta ini kan. Tapi cuba perhatikan ayat yang dimerahkan itu...
“Kenapa mahu melarikan diri daripada polis sebab tindakan itu akan menimbulkan curiga dan menyebabkan anda disalah anggap sebagai penjenayah,”
Pandangan saya:
Kerana dia hanya remaja lelaki berusia 15 tahun barangkali baru saja akil baligh dan panik apabila dikejar polis. Sebab tu dia lari.
Yang pelik:
Kalau dah nampak arwah lari... bukan ke menjadi peranan polis untuk kejar dan terus kejar?
“Anggota polis boleh menggunakan senjata api untuk mempertahankan diri kerana terdapat kemungkinan penjenayah menggunakan kereta yang mereka naiki sebagai senjata untuk mencederakan polis. Perkara itu (menggunakan senjata api) terdapat dalam peruntukan undang-undang terutama untuk tujuan mempertahankan diri.
Pandangan saya:
Saya memang sokong penggunaan senjata api untuk polis yang sanggup gadai nyawa untuk membantu orang lain. Demi keamanan sejagat kan?
Yang pelik:
Err... perlukah nak tembak kalau kereta tu pecut sebelum dapat dilihat muka orang yang memandunya?
Perlukah nak tembak kalau pemandunya tidak menembak dulu tapi terus memecut naik kereta?
Oo... macam tu eh? Brutal sey polis Malaysia.... Conform Pak Itam sume takut nak buat jahat lagi kat Mesia terchenta ni kan? Sindiket pelacuran sume conform bole bungkus! Kan? Ye la.. belum apa-apa dah kene tembak... kan?
“Tak payah periksa kereta yang mencurigakan, tak payah tahan samseng jalanan yang membawa motosikal tanpa ada lesen...itukah yang mereka mahu?”
Pandangan saya...
Ni apa punya jawapan politik da.... macam manipulasi soalan jer...
Haih... Apa la nak jadi. Bukan ke polis ade Lancer sekarang? Even yang kejar ni setakat kereta peronda... tapi bukan ke polis sepatutnya tembak tayar je? Bukan macam tu ke weh? Bukan ke kalau polis... nak tahan penjenayah selagi penjenayah tak tembak, dia pun tak boleh lepaskan tembakan? (eh? ape aku cakap ni?) Entahlah. Aku pelik ni sebenarnya dengan institusi kepolisian ni. Manusia memang akan buat salah. Dan kesalahan ni sangat-sangatlah besar dan jelas. Tak boleh ke kalau mintak maaf atas kesalahan ni? Kenapa? Sebab takut institusi kepolisian tercalar? Haih... bullshit la...
Allah Maha Adil
Allah, I was blur in the exam hall with that questions.. but as in return, You gave me one message that really make me feel better. Maybe its not my rejeki in Monetary Economics.. but You gave me 'that' rejeki. Allah Maha Adil...
I am insaf.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Ustazah Rafeah
Usia semakin meningkat satu.
Kulit makin lama makin berkedut.
Tapi itulah kuasa Allah.
Dia tak kira tua atau muda.
Kedut atau kenyal.
Bila dah tiba masanya janji harus ditunai.
Terkambus jua kita dalam tempat jadinya kita.
Allah maha penyayang...
Daripada-Nya kita datang dan kepada-Nya kita kembali.
Arwah adalah ustazah yang paling tinggi kat Sekolah Rendah Agama Semenyih, dulu. Saya tak ingat dia pernah ajar saya atau tak tapi saya kenal sebab saya sekolah tu. Dan anak dia, Safuan adalah geng saya time sekolah agama dulu.
Agak terkilan sebab tak dapat jenguk arwah masa dia sakit. If somebody tell I would visit her. Kalau pun bukan sebab dia pernah ajar saya, tapi sebab dia kawan mak saya dan dia ustazah tempat saya menuntut ilmu suatu ketika dahulu. Dan saya masih ingat wajah Ustazah Rafeah yang selalu tersenyum. Tak pernah kot nampak dia marah. Dan dia bukanlah ustazah yang pilih kasih.
Semoga roh Arwah Ustazah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang-orang yang beriman dan dicucuri rahmat Allah subhanahuwata'ala.
Al-Fatehah.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
sex studies? sex subject?
However saya agak tertarik untuk menyuarakan pendapat kat blog ni. Instead of writing my personal life, I also really love to share my opinions with readers who love to mengambil tahu hal orang, gosip etc. Why not kita open mind kita talk about something useful kan? Kan? Ecececece aku nak mengajar sangatlah tak sesuaikan. So, kat blog tak seberapa ni la saya nak komen pasal pendidikan seks ni.
Personally, saya tak setuju dengan cadangan tu. Instead of pendidikan seks, kita ada pendidikan sivik kan? Why not letakkan je subject pasal isu sosial dalam course tu? Okey je kot.. Daripada pendidikan 'seks' semata-mata. Okey saya tak tahu sejauh mana subjek tu ada dalam silibus pelajar and yes it is good to give those kids early awareness with the hope there will be lesser anak luar nikah. True. But still, adik-adik kita ni betul-betul nak aware ke.. atau nak 'menambahkan ilmu pengetahuan'?
Saya bukanlah apa kan, tapi kalau nak ikut logik dengan zaman sekarang ni... (tak yah tengok anak orang tengok adik sendiri pun dah boleh tau) teenagers dah lain. Padahal saya dengan adik beza bape tahun je kan, tapi perbezaan 'budaya' tu sangatlah jauh. Mungkin juga sebab personaliti kami berbeza, saya lebih suka menyibukkan diri dengan outdoor activities whilst she likes to be in-door. Ye. Pemalas. Wakakaka!! Okey, focus.
Disebabkan statistik anak luar nikah sekarang ni SANGATLAH menakutkan, memang patut kita buka minda sedari zaman mereka mengelap hingus lagi pasal awareness in sex before marriage especially SEX BEFORE AKIL BALIGH! Agak ramai saya tengok budak-budak yang meronggeng kat shopping mall, agak tak tahu malu. Bergesel sana sini macam cacing kerawit, bercium sana sini macam tak tahu malu (padahal ni budak-budak sekolah bet lah ngan aku umur dorang baru form 1!! ***** pun baru nak tumbuh okey!! Tapi dah pandai nak menggeletis sana sini euw! Sangat geli okey.
So pendedahan pasal seks bebas ni wajar diberi kepada budak-budak ni supaya mereka BERJAGA-JAGA. Janganlah pulak pendedahan tu nanti dijadikan medan 'menuntut ilmu' bagi mereka yang kecik-kecik dah gatal nak kawen! Amboi amboi amboi baru habis form five dah menggatal sibuk nak kawen ape jadah???
Tapi personally saya rasa, tekankan ilmu sivik 200 kali ganda dalam diri masyarakat sekarang which of course we should start with the young generations. Help them to understand about self-dignity, the consequences of every step they take, teach them about life, the real life besides things in the book. Apa yang saya perasan, bila keadaan dah teruk barulah kerajaan sibuk nak guna balik subjek sivik kat sekolah. Zaman saya tak adalah pulak. Apakah itu maknanya kami ini baik-baik belaka? Hikhikhik..
Apa-apa pun, walau apa pun plan yang gomen buat mintak-mintaklah kesedaran itu dapat diterapkan dalam diri youngsters ni. Kadang-kadang bukan apa... ikut kawan tu yang menjadi-jadi.
SEDARLAH WAHAI ADIK-ADIK ATAU BUDAK-BUDAK SEBAYA AKU.
IKUT KAWAN KAU DAPAT APA?? BUKAN TAK BOLEH BERKAWAN.. TAPI JANGAN SAMPAI JADI PENGIKUT. HAVE YOUR OWN IDENTITY OKAY?
Tibe-tibe rase macam nak stop menulis kat sini padahal tadi kemain berkobar-kobar nak bersyarah pasal benda ni. Ah, malaslah nak panjang-panjang. Lusa ada paper lagi jadi wajib study. Apa-apa pun adik-adik, kawan-kawan... jangan nakal-nakal... dan selamat beramal!
Sunday, April 25, 2010
memang tak ingat dunia
Tomorrow, they will have their second paper. Good luck babes!
Me? First paper will be the day after tomorrow.
Today??
Hahaha... Jimba....
thats the way to be remarkable
To be remarkable means...
- You do work you enjoy that also makes a positive difference in other people's lives
- You complete your education (high school, college, university, graduate school, whatever) because you want to, not because you feel like you should
- Helping others is not something you do as an afterthought. It is a central part of who you are, just as doing what you want is.
Ah.... what a pleasure.. Whilst I'm in the middle of 5am - 9am sleep which of course ready to make one dark eyebag, here comes the idea to start living this final exam to the max! Heh heh heh...